Are You Affraid To Stand Out In The Crowd?
Have you ever been in a situation where you were not comfortable to stand out in front of the crowd for Fear of looking silly?
Within my nursing course I have come across The Fear Of Standing Out. It is not the easiest feeling to overcome š
It also makes you feel like you are not worthy.
Yesterday I was at my course in Caloundra, at a table of six women. We had a group activity to complete as a Team. After saying my answer for the first half of the question I was too upset to continue to speak out loud. One of the girls was laughing and giving me funny looks – then looking across the room to her friend who also gave funny looks back and forward to.
How Would You Feel?
I felt like that I was standing out in the crowd, and being put down. So I let The Fear Of Standing Out take over my personality and sat quietly for the rest of the group activity. I actually did not join in with the group discussion, and sat with my own thoughts, writing them into my answers.
When it was time for our group to present our answers as a group I was glad that I was not choosen as a Spoke person because my answers were different to the rest of the group. When our group presented to the room, their answers were wrong. I was so close to wanting to poke my tongue out, and say “Suck It UP” but I was smiling inside, and sitting quielty in the classroom.
I let The Fear Of Standing Out rule my way of thinking and for that I am madly upset. Why should two women behave in a way that makes me feel dis-empowered and shot my self esteem to the ground.
Today I made sure that I was in control of my feelings. I kept away from the two ladies, parnters in crime and made sure that I could not see them while I was sitting. I let go ofĀ TheĀ Fear Of Standing Out and became a part of the group today, and a part of the class room once again.
How Do You Cope With The Fear Of Standing Out?
Cheers
Lisa Wood